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♥ Back Forever ♥



Am back to Alor Star again.
Sayang fetched me back =) ` thanks baby!
Thanks for everything that you've done for me when I'm spending my nights at your place.
Enjoyed every moment with you so much especially the cooking part! =D
I just LOVE cooking with you! =)


Just finished cleaning my room.
So DAMN clean now and my I'm having backache =.=
Guess I'm old already =D
Sayang will be coming to Alor Star next week!
CAN'T WAIT!
Will update about the Genting trip soon!
Am so lazy right now =)


Anyway, time passing real slow now when I'm not with sayang.
Sigh.
I just wish time will just pass faster when I'm not with him instead when I'm with him =.=




ing,
Miss Cindy Chan =)

♥ Scared! ♥



I am finally done with my final.
I did a few wrongly and my heart and mind are not at ease AT ALL!
I scared I'm gonna fail again this time =.=
I don't wanna fail again.
OH MY GOD!
PLEASE LET ME PASS!
PLEASE! T.T


I just don't get it why I kept thinking about it.
The more I think about it, the more I think I did more wrong stuff =.=
Damn it!
Hopefully I can just pass =)
Trying real hard to be positive here =D


Anyway final is over so JOM BERPARTY! =D
Am gonna start reading all my novels and magazines.
Oh, before that I need to finish up sayang's gifts.
Made him something =)
Will post pictures once I'm done with it.


Am going back to Alor Star tomorrow.
No more coming back to Penang that often anymore =(
This will also be the last day I'm staying with sayang.
But no worries, sayang will be coming to Alor Star real soon! =) ` am waiting patiently baby!


Staying with sayang these few days made me feel like a real housewife! =D
We cooked most of the time.
Some food ruined but we were super happy with the process of cooking =D
I JUST LOVE COOKING WITH SAYANG! =)
Ok am gonna stop here.
Feeling real tired.
Woke up at 6.30am today =.=




ing,

Miss Cindy Chan =)

♥ Penang! I Am Back! ♥



Yes, I am finally back to Penang after for so long but this will be the last time I am coming back except for the day trip TO SHOP! =D
I am finally finishing my course but sadly to say I will graduate with Diploma only as I'm not done with semester 4 and I've decided not to take semester 4 so I can't get to graduate with Advanced Diploma =.= ` sad, I know =(
But oh well, must be satisfy with whatever we've decided and I'm happy with it =)


Am currently at sayang's house.
Staying at his place for 4 days.
I need to spend more time with him but I don't think it's gonna be enough until the day I die =D
Didn't even revise Income Tax these few days.
I don't know why I am not even nervous.


Full with confident this time, I guess =)
HOPEFULLY!
Please please just let me pass this time God!




ing,
Miss Cindy Chan =)

♥ Dying ♥



Waiting for the day to come seriously is killing me!
The day = MY FINAL!
The day can also be THE DAY I'M GOING BACK TO PENANG TO SPEND ALL MY TIME WITH SAYANG!
I studied almost everything and I got nothing to study anymore as I did all the past year papers but now I still have 6 more days to go =.=
I already procrastinated for a few days but I just don't get it why time is passing so damn slow.


When the time I'm with sayang, the time passed like SUPER fast! =.=
Really don't get it sometimes.
Sayang told me the other night that HE WILL BE GOING TO UNITED STATES BEFORE 20TH DECEMBER!
SUPER sad!
I cried T.T


It's only exactly less than a month time.
Damn it!
How I wish time will stop right here.
Sigh.




ing,
Miss Cindy Chan =)

♥ Happy 27th To You Love ♥



Yes, it's our 27th monthiversary.
Wanted to make this a schedule post but it won't work =.=
This post is specially to the love of my life, Sufian Bin Suleiman.


I know every single time will be the same old words coming out from my mouth but those words will always be true.
I know the day you are going to United States is coming REAL soon which is like just another 1 month time.
It tears me apart to know that the day is coming closer and closer as I just can't live a day without seeing you or getting closer to you.
I am already crying at night when I think about it.


I just hope that we can enjoy our days together and I can make you the happiest guy on earth till the day you are leaving as I want you to carry all those sweet and happy memories with you.
Anyway our relationship are so much more better now.
We don't argue so much like we used to anymore.
No, more like WE DON'T ARGUE ANYMORE already =D
I am so happy for us.


Baby, I just wanna let you know that I never ever regret being together with you and I'm always looking forward for every single day to come and not to forget, our future too.
You are the only guy that made me feel so comfortable when I'm with you.
Can do anything and everything I want.
There's never a day I feel bored when I'm with you.
You just made my days full with laughter and happiness.


I just love being together with you.
I love being together with you even more when we are having our trips.
I just never felt so happy in my life before.
You are always the only reason why I woke up with a smile on my face.
You are always the only reason why I'm still holding on to this day.
You are always the only reason why I'm looking forward for my future.
You are always the only reason why I will wait patiently when you are gone.


You are always the only reason why that made my life seems so perfect every single time.
Words can never describe how much I love you.

Actually I don't even know how much I love you because I love you even more than I can ever imagine.
I am ready for all the hardship that we will be going through when you are gone and I believe that nothing can tears us apart.



Distance makes the heart grow fonder right?
Even though distance will be a space for us but I know deep down that distance is just nothing for us if our love is strong enough.
I just can't wait till I'm 28 because that is the time we gonna start a family.
I love you with all my heart my baby.
Always will and forever will be.
2 years and 3 months and still counting =)


From the moment I met you I just knew you'd be mine.
You touched my hand and I knew that this was gonna be our time.
I don't ever wanna lose this feeling.
I don't wanna spend a moment apart because you bring out the best in me like no one else can do.
That's why I'm by your side and that's why I love you.


Every day that I'm here with you.
I know that it feels right and I've just got to be near you every day and every night.
And you know that we belong together.
It just had to be you and me because you bring out the best in me like no one else can do.
That's why I'm by your side and that's why I love you.




ing,
Miss Cindy Chan =)

♥ To All The SPM Candidates ♥



GOOD LUCK TO YOU GUYS!
Especially to my brother, Kelvin Chan.
You can do it!
Make us proud like how you did for your PMR!
We have faith in you.


Am so busy these days as you people know I'm currently dating with my books.
Doing quite well but still there's silly mistakes =.=
Oh well, nobody is perfect right? =D
I got all the pictures from sayang already.
Will be uploading and updating about it right after my final.
Stay tune people!




ing,
Miss Cindy Chan =)

♥ Back ♥



I AM BACK! =)
Genting was fun!
SUPER AWESOME!
Awesome not because of the environment but with sayang doing all the things that we did =D
I'll blog about it when I get the pictures from sayang and also when I'm SUPER free.
As you guys know I should be dating with my books now already since am back T.T


Parents coming down tomorrow.
Going back Alor Star.
Am so not ready to leave sayang in Penang all alone! =(




ing,

Miss Cindy Chan =)